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Hai there. ^^ Well… yeah. I’m currently trying to improve my art skills, like becoming better at drawing dynamic figures, gestures, mimic, anatomy, especially MALE anatomy (y u so difficult), faces… values… foreshortening, perspective… uh yeah, everything, I guess? x) (Also especially thanks to The Art Posse!)

This here will be the place for it. What else is a website good for than being your home in the internetz, right?

Some stuff I’ve been drawing in order to practise lately and whatnot, here ya go:

Gallery Update, Layon Yayo and other stuffs

I finally managed to update my website / gallery again. After like… Almost a year?! Lol. Anyways, planning to keep my website updated more often; therefore, I added a blog to this site. There I’ll post about whatever, mostly maybe my endeavor to improve my art skillz and daily (work) life.

Since I couldn’t manage to update my webcomic as frequently as I wanted to (new pages became an increasingly rare thing, unfortunately), I shut the webcomic page down. Well, it actually still exists, but is redirecting to now. I’m planning on uploading what I got so far as a .PDF or so for you to download, if you wanna.

Three new fan artsies

Just three new fan artsies have been added to my portfolio. One from Ergo Proxy, awesome anime, and one from the music vid for “Extra” by Ken Ishii. I love those. That’s why I had to draw dem pics heh.

Also, one fan art pic for Snowylocks, a child of the forest from GRRM’s A Song Of Ice And Fire. I absolutely love aSoIaF / GoT. Read all books. T_T Watched the show. T____T

More stuff will be added soon. Haven’t kept this site updated in centuries, I’m sorry. Hope you enjoyyy anyway. :3

Recap of what has happened since September

Well, well, well… a whole lot of things happened since my last blog post here. Uhm, where do I start?! open_mouth

First, decision day has been and turned out good. I’ll be allowed to stay a trainee and learn, learn, learn, until I’m allowed to call myself a tattoo artist. Until then I’m still some sort of trainee, waiting for some stuff to be clarified and untangled (bureaucracy) while I’m every day at the shop, doing this and that on voluntary basis. A bunch of drafts and even tattoos. Well, sort of. I touched up my tattoo which I’ve tattooed on my own leg and then I got the chance to tattoo our current guest tattoo artist grimacing  grinning  (and I’m sure it’s not the last one he’ll get tattooed by me scream) Got no pic of his tattoo (yet), but one of my touched up little suffering “potato bag” sweat_smile


I need much more practice, luckily there are some people who “serve as victims for the sake of practice” laughing Hopefully soon I’ll get to practice on them, first of all my boyfriend, heh, then good friends who trust me enough to consent to do this madness, haha grimacing  smirk

This weekend I’m planning to tattoo myself again. Got a new machine a short while ago, a birthday gift from my dearest friends and family-members (thanks again a thousandfold heart), an absolutely awesome and light-weight DragonFly by InkMachines. She’s still a virgin, so to speak, but not for much more longer. She purrs like a kitten compared to my 1st machine, which is heavy as hell and loud as a Metal concert in comparison, lol.


Need to get another one when I got the money for it (maybe a lime green one, heh), and a good power supply as well, probably one by Eikon. Expensive stuff dizzy_face hah.

I’m still extremely nervous each time before I get to use a tattoo machine on skin, anxious, nearly on the verge of fainting, lol (nah, not really, but you get the point I guess). Afraid of making mistakes, of screwing anything up, because it’s not like you could pick up an eraser and undo it. But I’m being told that it’ll get better with time, that I’ll get used to it more and more and thus be calmer and more sovereign before it “starts”. Guess I’ll have to get used to a lot more things, hehe. Unless it’s killing my or I get a heart attack or something, lol. Well, whatever.

Ah, right, and then there are the drafts which I’ve drawn since September. Don’t got pictures of all of them, but at least a few:

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So, yeah, guys, I guess that’s it for now. Maybe I forgot some things, but I’m sure you’ll be lenient with me stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye

I’m becoming a tattoo artist, my dream is becoming true, and I somehow still can’t believe, nor realize any of this, but it’s reality, my new reality. I just need to take my time in order to grow into all of this, and everything will be just fine, I hope.